Lately I have been going through so much and have so much on my mind. I normally just keep to myself cause word gets around cause you never really know who you can and cant trust. I talk and open up to a very select few of people in my life. I know I can trust them, those are the people I usually go to for anything..even if I dont, they always seem to know something is wrong. I wont write much, or give too much info in this blog, until I know things will actually follow through. I hope..seriously hope that thing one MAJOR thing happens in my life. If it does its a HUGE welcomed change! Please pray that this works out for me and my family..its one of the best decisions that we will ever have to make and it would be a true blessing for my girls, for they are very excited and hopeful of this!
On aother note the kids only have one more week of school. I cant believe that I am saying that!! In a sense this year has truly flown by. Matt and I moved out girls from CT back to Maine and put them in a better school system (Blue Ribbon Schools). I am very excited to start the summer and the occasional sleeping in til 8am! Haha! I think the girls are ready to start their summer and head to the beach and Yorks Wild Kindgom, hell im sooo ready for that too!! I am also so very proud of myself. I suffer from severe anxiety/panic attacks and for the first time in 5 years I am medication free and doing awesome!!
I just want to shout out to my amazing family and friends for being so supportive and true, never turning your backs..your all amazing people and I am so glad that I have you all in my life. Its a drama free, gossip free life and it feels amazing to have weeded out the negative. I am strong enough to not let those people back in my life and not naive enough to believe them even if they seem sincere. I learned to stand my ground..if you werent needed then you ARENT needed now..it just feels soooo good! So those of you who constantly bitch and complain about drama well your the idiots that let them back in your life knowing what they did before and your just as bad..so therefore you are all constantly cut out of my life too, your just as negative as they are because you allow people like that back in, or continue to have people like that in your life. Which yeah in a sense makes you just as FAKE as they are, trust your not real.
Well with that I am done writing this..this is My life and MY world :)
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